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i dont even use tumblr.. except when i want to just write something. writing things out can be...

Tue, 03 Apr 2012 00:51:23 -0400

i dont even use tumblr.. except when i want to just write something. writing things out can be soothing. just to lay all your thoughts down. i want a different blog. i think im going to get wordpress or something. no mo tumblr.

my last thought.

the most difficult thing for me is.. just. not being enough. to be the older sister to my three younger siblings they deserve. to be a good & helpful daughter. to be a selfless & supportive girlfriend. to be a loving friend. to be an encouraging sister in christ. to be a full-time student with a part-time job. all the while trying to be cautious with my every move with hawks’ eyes just preying over me. and being aware of whats going on but i just have to sit and watch. and it’s as if someone is always left feeling neglected/hurt/burnt out because i cant be super-Bo. i wish i could do it all. im so. so. SO. tired of feeling guilty in whatever i do. i so want to do everything whole-heartedly. but everything is pulling me apart in a million directions, how can i? im doing one thing and 3 other things yell my name to be attended to. i guess this just means i need more breather’s with jesus. but still. thank You God. for all that you have provided. and the joy above all. and i know im enough in your eyes

Marie. Only for Love.: I dreamed I had an interview with God

Sat, 31 Mar 2012 23:05:15 -0400

Marie. Only for Love.: I dreamed I had an interview with God:

marie711:

From my friend, Eric’s blog. Blessed me!!

sungjong89:

By ‘someone at lighthouse’ anon. (translated also in/from Korean)

I dreamed I had an interview with God.
“So you would like an interview with me?” God asked.
“If you have the time,” I said.
God smiled.
“My time is eternity… What…

I’ve officially mastered getting ready in 10 minutes before sprinting out the door for 9 am...

Sun, 25 Mar 2012 00:25:49 -0400

I’ve officially mastered getting ready in 10 minutes before sprinting out the door for 9 am class. sweet =)

oh sweet summer come to mama!!!

thank you Jesus for listening to my prayers.

힘내<3 - Realizing more and more that words of encouragement, life, and love are so powerful.

Sun, 18 Mar 2012 23:17:00 -0400

힘내<3

Realizing more and more that words of encouragement, life, and love are so powerful.

woah tumblr is changed a lil. it is 9:49pm and I’m sitting in bed studying on this lovely...

Thu, 01 Mar 2012 21:56:00 -0500

woah tumblr is changed a lil.

it is 9:49pm and I’m sitting in bed studying on this lovely night. i have the windows up because it was too dang hot! but i sprayed the windows to keep the bugs at bay. it feels and smells like a summer night. i hear cars passing by with their music blasting. i kinda wanna be fifteen again. so weird that im gonna be 21 in less than 3 months. i wish i could just jump in the pool right now and daze off to music (I wanna say Drake lol) with my friends’ laughters in the background. athens, you make me feel like im so alone. if i could just do whatever i wanted right now! if only, if onlyy… but im not. cuz i wont.

i feel like a boy. i never wanted my hair to be long again like now. i want it to just freaking grow out already. i look so much more like a girl with long hair. and i like being a girl.

happy February

Tue, 21 Feb 2012 15:46:01 -0500

Everyone go to www.documentarywire.com and watch Sicko. Sad but everyone should know the level of corruptness of HMO’s in the United States!!!!!!!!!!!!

Brian: oh look it’s Emerald

Me: you mean Emeril?.. haha ….. emerald is my birth stone

Brian: I thought that was my birth stone

ahaha no it’s mine lol.

Apple has the best customer service in the world. I got 2 free replacement chargers for my mac :D and and my parking citation at school got appealed WAHOO!~ and i want to go camping asap. made a homemade fire pit and grilled meat yesterday.. It was so epic and the excitement of making fire is so fun~~ my baby bro kept putting on my uggs saying how great it is to wear when he goes to get the mail. such a funny sight. it like goes up to his butt haha

What Happened? Jesus Happened

Fri, 17 Feb 2012 22:46:00 -0500

What Happened? Jesus Happened :

andyrewhan:

jspark3000:

From my blog.

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The Bible doesn’t say you were doing sort of well until God showed up who makes you sort of better.

The Bible says you were dead.

Before Jesus, every word you spoke was to impress people, give off an image, manipulate, dominate, terrorize, reciprocate, pretend you were someone you are not, get something out of someone, full of agenda and ulterior motives; you spoke out of guilt, fear, shame, anger, hurt, stress, anxiety, pressure; it was self-orbiting, self-centered, self-absorbed, self-serving, with no end goal; purposeless, aimless, directionless, a means to an end that was just another means, using and abusing, distorting, protecting yourself from trouble or exposure; always justifying, rationalizing, making excuses; without destiny or a destination; not building or lifting or encouraging for its own sake but making an empire for yourself that is collapsible the second your words were found to be false; which of course, they always were, because you were dead.

After Jesus, you were set free to joyfully serve others in the same way you were served; you didn’t need to fight for someone else’s approval because all your approval, validation, affirmation, qualification, and restoration was found in Him; you broke out of agendas and manipulation and conceitedness and self-indulgence; you considered other peoples’ interests better than your own; you didn’t need anything from anyone because your ultimate need was already fulfilled; you could speak truth without fear, grace without suspicion, love without expectation, encouragement without reparations, beauty without flattery; your speech was unencumbered and unhindered by the desperate impulse to impress your idols; your words had the divine calling to create, inspire, lead, exhort, edify, rebuke, discipline, confess, admit, be vulnerable, be real; your words were the aroma of Christ, the song of Heaven, a breath of fresh air; which of course, is not because of you, but because you were made alive.

As for you, you were dead in your transgressions and sins, in which you used to live when you followed the ways of this world and of the ruler of the kingdom of the air, the spirit who is now at work in those who are disobedient. All of us also lived among them at one time, gratifying the cravings of our sinful nature and following its desires and thoughts. Like the rest, we were by nature objects of wrath. But because of his great love for us, God, who is rich in mercy, made us alive with Christ even when we were dead in transgressions — it is by grace you have been saved. And God raised us up with Christ and seated us with him in the heavenly realms in Christ Jesus, in order that in the coming ages he might show the incomparable riches of his grace, expressed in his kindness to us in Christ Jesus.
– Ephesians 2:1-7

Lovely.

A-freaking-men

LOL my 19 y.o brother got a letter in the mail from the director of 2012 miss teen to let him know...

Fri, 10 Feb 2012 22:51:07 -0500

LOL my 19 y.o brother got a letter in the mail from the director of 2012 miss teen to let him know that he is eligible to participate in this year’s competition. everyone in my fam is making fun of him ahhaha

tim: i asked mom to buy me BOY fuzzy socks but they only had...

Fri, 03 Feb 2012 19:25:45 -0500

tim: i asked mom to buy me BOY fuzzy socks but they only had girl ones so i got them anyway

LOL he loves them

MY NUMBER ONE FAVORITE. EVER.

Mon, 23 Jan 2012 09:47:00 -0500

EVER EVER EVER. in the Bible is MARTHA. I love her SO much. She is the best. It always upsets me how people picture Mary vs Martha as good vs bad but I think Martha is so. great. I know exactly where she is coming from and I know her genuine heart for God. How she gets back on her feet and seeks and seeks. I LOVE MARTHA :)

http://view.lists.biblegateway.com/?j=fe561678776d0d787512&m=fe621570756203757117&ls=fdd0157275650679741774706c&l=fe521576726d0778731c&s=fe2211737c6c007e701173&jb=ffcf14&ju=fe2817727366017a751c76&cm_mmc=ExactTarget-_—_—_-View+as+a+Web+Page&r=0

this really truly sums up my thoughts so greatly

Throwback :P this is so embarrassing & old but here it is!...

Sat, 21 Jan 2012 23:28:00 -0500

Throwback :P

this is so embarrassing & old but here it is! lol I was going through my old pictures and videos today and it made me reminisce like crazy.. it’s so weird that i think of the cliche summer nights, sleepovers staying up all night and sneaking out. it feels like so long ago but i know that even today when i see you guys it’s like nothing’s changed. i mean, as people we’ve changed but i know that i would never hesitate to call you guys for anything (vice versa, i hope) and that you guys would be there for me in a heartbeat- and you guys have been. even in the last couple months whenever i needed any of one you guys. what i love the most is that i can truly be myself with you guys :3 GO MAH WUH

my family<33

Fri, 13 Jan 2012 18:40:08 -0500

my bro posted something on his facebook status about liking rain

and then my baby bro (grade 3) commented: 롤은 제가 좋아하는데 비가 ~ ~

When I saw that I was like WOW he knows korean? o.O (I thought maybe he learned it while I was away or something) but when I read that I was like.. what is he saying???…

so at the dinner table today, i showed my mom and my other brother was like “he probably used google translate” and my baby bro was like *nod*

me: what were you saying??

tim: *shurg* google translate it!

google translate didn’t even make sense and after several minutes of pondering amongst my family, we came to the conclusion that he wrote something along the lines of “LOL I like rain too~~” HAHAHA LOL=롤 ㅋㅋㅋㅋ

and then my mom got a phone call saying she was on channel 5 news from her friend and my mom was like WHAT? o.O and then she explains that she was exiting our neighborhood and there were a bunch of cop cars at the front so she came out of the car saying “whats going onn??” (in her asian accent) and then 2 cameras came running to her with mics asking “you don’t know? *explains* how do you like living here?” blah blah blah and my mom’s just like “it’s been peaceful living here, theres never been anything like this” (prob in broken english lol) and then my mom freaked out bc she was like why did they air that and she joked that if anything happens like that you just keep quiet bc u dont wanna be on the news as a silly bystander LOL my fam had a good laugh over that hahah

brilliantlens: This Jesus > religion poetry video went extra viral. Though contraversial, it...

Fri, 13 Jan 2012 00:09:45 -0500

brilliantlens:

This Jesus > religion poetry video went extra viral. Though contraversial, it does open ways for evangelism. Thank you Lord for using any and everything to further Your Good News!

Hi, I'm Ramses: Jesus>Religion?

Thu, 12 Jan 2012 22:37:00 -0500

Hi, I'm Ramses: Jesus>Religion?:

Exactly my thoughts on that video… I mean I agree with the guy on a lot of things but on a lot - it just didn’t make sense… It confuses people who don’t know Jesus and may even encourage others to hate on the church.. Even though he mentions that the church is filled with the broken, there IS a purpose for the church and Christianity IS a religion by definition. It is the one & only religion that saves - a religion that is a relationship. I think he’s trying to talk about “religion” as getting caught up with the rituals and doing “what’s right” (like the Pharisees mentioned below) but frankly, many other people aren’t gonna understand that. Especially non-believers. Plus, I think he doesn’t address sanctification clearly or even at all unless you already know the gospel you assume it (that sanctification/change follows after you accept Jesus Christ as your LORD & Savior).

It’s not a video I would share with my non-Christians friends because it almost makes it seem like “all you gotta do is believe” WHICH IS TRUE. BUT. there comes sanctification afterwards. And yes, that is a given but I think it can send out the wrong message to nonbelievers that you just gotta believe and it’s done and they are unaware of TRUE belief where sanctification/lifestyle change follows.

I kinda rambled but yeah..

solideogloriaa:

Ok, so this is an attempt to answer all the messages I have in my inbox, since you lovelies are so interested to hear why I don’t agree entirely with Jefferson Bethke’s spoken word, “Why I hate religion but love Jesus” :)

First, let me make it clear that I have nothing against the kid. I checked…

I cant stop speaking british. Im even reading my textbook in a british accent in my head. now I know...

Thu, 12 Jan 2012 00:42:53 -0500

I cant stop speaking british. Im even reading my textbook in a british accent in my head. now I know why accents stick lol Whats funnier is that brian tried to copy me and his version of a british accent is vietnamese accent wtheck lol

look at this sloth this sloth is content with its life look at...

Wed, 11 Jan 2012 19:55:16 -0500

look at this sloth

this sloth is content with its life

look at him

hes like

yeah im a sloth

and i accept myself

I am clean because of the blood of Jesus Christ.. I am cleansed inside and out. No matter how sinful...

Mon, 09 Jan 2012 22:21:51 -0500

I am clean because of the blood of Jesus Christ..

I am cleansed inside and out.

No matter how sinful I am, no matter how sinful I tell myself I am, no matter how many eyes judge and scrutinize me of my sins.. No matter how many people tell me how messed up I am, I won’t believe it because I am clean in His eyes now. That’s joy.

To know that I am accepted by the Creator of all things and that He is now my Father looking after me - never letting go! :)

1/9/12

Mon, 09 Jan 2012 16:25:00 -0500

1. opening crossiant packages (those cylinder things) are SO SO SO SCARY. it’s like anticipating a balloon to pop in your face. balloons freak me out. or anything stretchy and rubbery that can smack me on the face lol

2. i met my new roommate today and i realized i need to meet more new people! wha happened to me…. it’s not the same… i need to get outta my comfort zone!!! oh & my roomie she is nice :)

3. im taking aerobic dance, tennis, and volleyball because an additional 3 hour course meant 18 hours of vigorous classes… but now its vigorous training kekeke

4. im going to practice singing; thanks for the tips JULIA :)

5. i am glad hannah cheeks is back.<3

6. sunday was so good. God is good..

7. cut an avocado in half (with the cover) and take out the seed and pour about a couple of teaspoons of soy sauce into each hole from the seed and EAT (with a small spoon)! SO YUMMY, i’ve been eating it everyday O_O

8. baked sweet potatoes with MELTED CHEESE OMG. TO DIE FOR. perfect combo of salty & sweet goodness YUM YUM YUMMMY IN MA TUMMY!!!!

9. i wanna go to pendergrass flea market asap

10. I LOVE ICE SKATING NOW. BUT ONLY when i have someone near to grab onto in case I fall

11. I thought I don’t like watching sports but when I watch it once in a while I actually enjoy it but I don’t want to admit it, i dont know why. well, i kinda do know lol.

12. last week i was so scared my whole body was shaking. someone had the audacity to ask to borrow my bf’s phone and then drive off with it… it was so my fault SIGH

13. 2 things i LOVE: 1. PLANNERS 2. smell of NEW PAPER (ty anonymous<3)

14. everyone watch COURAGEOUS. i dont care what u say that movie was O-mazing!

15. i got a savings account :) I’m going to save $200 per month for 17 months (for an O-mazing-er purpose yay!)

16. i made a new years resolution & prayer topics for the year. YEE HAW. #motivated

17. i realize my words and actions hurt people to a great extent. i.must.STOP!! i love u guys..

18. WE NEED TO PRAY. PRAY. PRAY. I NEED TO PRAY. PRAY. PRAY. PRAY. PRAY.

19. blueberry macaroons. period.

20. last semester in Athens. WOO.

Jesus Christ is my LORD and SAVIOR. This statement is SO STRONG. SO POWERFUL. I am clean. Even when...

Thu, 05 Jan 2012 16:57:00 -0500

Jesus Christ is my LORD and SAVIOR. This statement is SO STRONG. SO POWERFUL. I am clean. Even when I feel completely DEFILED, I can believe in the everlasting covenant You have made. I am pure and cleansed by the blood of Jesus. Hallelujah! Awaken their souls my Lord my God! Bring the lost HOME. Let them hear Your cry. Let them see their unending hunger for You and You alone. Awaken this generation. Pour us with Your unending grace my Rock and my Salvation.

inbunden: Mm!!

Fri, 30 Dec 2011 15:35:26 -0500

inbunden:

Mm!!